I woke suddenly this morning thinking about your last moments alive, plunging to the Valley floor from Goat Wall. I remember thinking to myself, oh not today. Please let me have just one day where I don't start like this - thinking about mortality and the tragity associated with it.

I wondered what Makiah heard. What reaction she had - if she looked up and saw you coming down near her or not. Much good that does me - but I still can't help but think about it.